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it HURT me inside .
im feel lyke wanna
kill myself .
SUICIDE.
EFF.
why shud i felt tis way .
i have to rid of it.
i have to forget bout it .
i dont have to care bout it anymore.
but WHY?
i CANT.
i still want it.
IM SO STUPID FOE LET MYSELF
BE LYKE WAD I AM NOW.
why i cant ?
why im so weak of it.
why??
i hate tis feeling.
I HATE IT .
FUCKKKK ~