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Thursday, March 25, 2010

DIE'ing ..



ouhh GOD .
idk whyee im typing tis .
but , swear to GOD .,
im confused and its keep haunting me
evrytime im attched wif someone .
whye tis all happen ?

i wanna get rid of it lyke BADLY ,
but , whye i cant ?
i keep on thinking bout it .
even i cant even think bout anything else .

is he honest to me ?
is he loyal to me ?
is he truely love me ?
is he really want me ?
is he serious wif me ?
is he's e one foe me ?
shud i trust him ?
shud i gv my heart to him ?
* idk !

things bcome complicated
when he always lyke lie to me
but , i just shut my mouth
dun wanna make things complicated.
but then , d more i shut my mouth,
d more he lied to me.

can i just take it easy ?
haisss ..
idk either i can or not ..


*hoping dat dere's ntg bad or anything dat can separate us .
AMIN ~


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Monday, March 22, 2010

whye ???!!!!!

things become complicated .
not between me and Apiz .
but , other things in my lyfe .

whye?
dere's always got things dat make my life lyke " pffftttt " ..
oke , i've to admit something dat i think i shouldnt .
but , i dunno ..
i dunno whye im saying this .,
whye im feeling tis way .,
i dunno .

things make me confused of myself .
things make me thinking lyke millionbillion tymes .
things can make my day , my lyfe , my mood ..., DOWN !

i think ,
i have to stay where i stand NOW .
and i dont think dat i have to think bout others .
sometymes , we have to think bout ourselves too .
sometimes , we need to be selfish .
its foe our own good ryte ?
sometymes , we have to let go wad we love e most .
bcause , dere's always somethings in evrythings dat happen .

YEAH , i shud stay where i stand NOW ..

im loving eu , MOHD HAFIZ B HAMZAH .!

Saturday, March 20, 2010

LOVE.LOVE.LOVE !


I LOVE HYM FOREVER SIA ..

he is the one dat i wanted e most .
can say .. i dont even regret of accepting hym .
he's being so sweet towards me .
holding my hands all e tyme .,
hugs me lyke nver wanna let go ..
kiss me upon my cheeks and LIPS .
oopss ..
hee (:
come on guyss , dont tell me dat eu nver done it bfore .
hahah ..
i love hym lyke forever ever .
he makes me feel loved .

yesterday ,
went to tampines mall ..
makan2 at BALIthai .
wif hys family ..
haisss ..
1st date wif hym dh jumpe dhe peyh family ..
hahah ..
daughter-in-law pahhh ?
hahah ..
but , it was so much fun .
hys mum PRETAYYE oii ..
and hys anak sedara ehh ., CUTE siaaaaa ..
same lyke his MUM ehh ..
hee (:
bfore eat2 , we're cam-whore'ing first ..
cant upload ere bcause snap2'ing using his sister peyh phone .
haisss ..
later if i get , aku upload pat sini ..
oke .?
hee (:

can i say dat : I MISS HYM ALREADY !
i miss his smell ..
awww .. I MISS HYM LYKE CRAZY SIAA ..

abeh just now .,
ask foe my permision to go out wif hys brother,
watching movies ..
sweet kapa dier ehh ?
hee (:

anything happen ..
i will always LOVE hym ..
bcause , HE IS THE ONE !


Friday, March 12, 2010

. ntg . hyee !


currently chatting wif :; apiz jepon & my adeq ( Ipin )

hahah ..
apiz talking bout wad would happen when we're meet tis saturday ..
hahah (:
excited pew nk jumpe next week ! hee (:
then , he lyke mrepek2 gytu eh .
bby , takmo mrepek kehh .., i knock ur head ,!
*knock wif love haa ..
after knock , i gv eu a kiss ..
can huhh ? hahaha . oke aq merepek !
but , i love him sehh ..
can i say YES , I DO when he propose me ..
hahah ..
he said he want to propose me wen we mit .
sweet + romantice kepe my baby
haha
^^

my adeq . ( Ipin )
hee (:
im okae wif hym ..
bfore tis fight2 , mrajok2 , emo2 ..
now , okae oready !
akq syg adq SO MUCH !
haisss , heyy eu little baby !!
takmoo suke emo2 ehh .,
thankGOD we're okae now ..
seriously sehh deq ..
im crying siaa dat night wen we're argue'ing
lyke , dunno whye ..
dun do it again ehh deq ..
I LOVE EU !

two important persons in my lyfe now .
! APIZ JEPON & IPIN !

Apiz Jepon !



Aww
!
im so happy in these past few days
!
im so in love
!
truely madly deeply
!
i only can smile yaw (:
!
HAPPY EVER AFTER
!
wanna be wif hym all my life .
(as if i can laa)
!

(:
8th March 2010
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010

heyy!



peeps !
past few days it was so much fun
* tuesday ( 8th march )
att , shopping and FUN ~
hee (:
*wednesday ( 9th march )
mit my blind date .
hahaha ., CUTE !
* thursday ( today , 10th march )
dunno yet wad would happen .
hahah
just started my day ..
its only 115o hrs ..
so ., its too early too lable my dayy todae ~
hee (:

**
efwat !
ohh God ..,
i miss hym lyke eff'ing muchh ..
haisss ., D ~
please come back faster can o not ..,
haisssss ..,
i wanna mit eu sehh D .
cann huh ?
one more thing , i wanna see those pics
eu at Bali .. must b fun huhh .,
but , eff bcause i cant follow eu there .
hmm ...
D , after eu come back from Bali .,
EU HAVE TOO MIT ME .
aku rindu kaww laa D ~
okeokeoke (:
love yaw (:

Sunday, March 7, 2010

heyyhoo !



efwat ? apiz jepon ?
hmm ~

haisss .,

efwat leave me yaw .,
skrg dhe pat Bali .,
aiseyyy ..
then , im scared laa liao .
he asked me to wait foe hym
and dont even stead wif anyone yet .
i dont know even i cn or not .,
haissss .. ~

apiz jepon ?
i dont know wad to say .
he's e HOTSTUFF foe me .,
hard to believe when he said he wanna stead wif me .
lyke ., SERIOUSLY !
and married2 wadso-evv !
haiss ..~
do i have to believe .
maybe i'll be gg to spore and mit hym first laa ..
but seriously , apiz make me start to LIKE love hym ..
haisss .

2 LOVE in a tyme .
its suxx !
i have to be a loyal gerl .
but whye i cant sehh .,
haiss .. ~

MINGLE ARND FIRST .
can huhh ?
efwat ., i know eu dont lyke it d ., sorry !
apiz ., keep on wait foe me kae .?
bcause i love when peeps wait foe me .
it proved dat he loves me ..
hahah (:

oke ., byebye foe now !
(:

Friday, March 5, 2010

just READ .

dunno wad to sayy or even wad to write
confused , .
between two peeps .
A and E .
d one ( A ) who oready prove
how much he loves me
and on d other hand
d one ( E ) who just ask me to WAIT and be PATIENCE .
how long ?
haissss ..

oke .,
a guy ( A ) dat oready told peeps
dat he loves me ,
or
a guy ( E ) dat just wanna me to wait lyke no reason .
!

HELP me ..
i wish i know wad shud i do now.
he ( A ) seems lyke seriously wanna be wif me .
and ( E ) , ?
idk ~

i have to think about tis again again and again
pffffftttt

confusingg lahh liaoo ~


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Thursday, March 4, 2010

I LOVE HYM


NOOR EFWAT BIN NOORDIN.

d one dat stole my heart yaw (:

im in love wif tis guy.

but , we're not officially yet ~

im hoping dat it would happen.

hope tis is foe real .

still , in knowing each other .

LOVE HYM LAA LIAO .
MUCHIE2 .. ~


FOE HYM ;;
i dare eu kehh .!
hee (:
i know eu know
^^
*kening angkat2 !
hee (:

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

am i ready foe STEAD ?



heyyheyy peeps
im blog'ing in e moning .
hahah .,
tdayy i woke up early in e morning.
once in e blue moon .
(:

anw.
got stories.
dere's 2 guys dat wanna stead wif me .,
Apiz Jepon and Joker (efwat)
hahah ..
idk .
both of tis guy
aku takk pernah meet .
just knowing them in tagged and facebook .
and MSN'ing.
hahah ..
quite funny when they sayy they wanna stead wif me.
still got ntg to say.
still early to find HYS(my ex) replacement.

foe now .,
i prefer JOKER(efwat)
but , dere's something dat make me thinking..
dere's somthing dat might b e problem .,
dere's not bcause of hys physical,
foe me ., from d outside .,
he's oready perfect.
it just other thingss ~
hmmm ~

Apiz Jepon,
dere's no doubt bout hym.
and dere's no problem or wrong wif hym.
it just ., idk ..
can sae., he, can sayy ., Sachok !
and , dats whye its hard to believe,
hmmm ~
idk ~

*thinking !!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

UNBELIEVABLE.




heyy yaw (:
got one thing dat make me sayy tis
"OMG ! is dat foe real ? "
hahah .,
oke . d stry started wen
got tis one guy from my tagged's fren laa kan.
he told me dat he's gg to JB tis 6march.
and im just lyke ., "ouhk"
but then , he just lyke wanna mit me .,
haisss .,
i actually admired hym at e first place.
but , nver wanna tell hym la kan .,
malu girll .. ~
abeh dh gytu .,
mybe we'll meet up on tis 6th march.
hahahah ...,
im scared lorhh ~
he's so HANDSOME , sachokk oi !
hee (:
and he said summore,
"i gg dere wif 3 good looking guys ,
how eu gonna layan me "
hahahah ..
JATOHHH GIRL ..
he wan me to layan hym ?
sure anot ?
heyy peeps ., dun misunderstood d LAYAN'ness ehh .,
*knock ur head laa .,
he's so handsome ., haiss .,
cant wait oii .,
hahaha ,. tibe2 aku cam mentel2 gytu ehh .,
hahah ..
so WAD ?
aku happy OI .tis is hym . AMIN NODDY !
sorry eh eu ., stole ur pic !
hee (:

oke byee peeps !

Monday, March 1, 2010

myADEQ oii !

heyy oll ~
its been a week
dat im not blogging.
hmmph.
got lot of things to tell.
but , its not even
important or interesting.
so yeah , just drop e topic !

fuhhh!

i tot its hard foe me
to forget bout hym.
but, i guess im OKAE now.

lately,
i've been MSN'ing wif
my adeq ..
he's ARIFFIN PIPIN.
he's only 15.
he's cute sehh ..
i mean hys personality laa kan .
but tis boy , NOTY sehh ~
haisss .,
okae laa ., so far.,
he can make me smyle laa .
dhe dh mcm my adeq siaa .
d wayy he talk .,
saaapp ., mcm dh lame gytu knal ehh ..
hahah ..
but , he's cute !
hahaha ..,
naseb dhe ADEQ akuu eh ..
hahah ..

dis is my ADEQ .
hahass .
kao CUTE bodo ~
*ketuk kepala .
takmo STEP ensemm eh .,
kao cute je , !
haha (:


ADEQ, kalao kao bace ni post ehh .,
kao takmoo kembangg ehh deq ..
haha ..,
akaq sayangg adeq auu .,
adeq take care ehh pat sane
(:

*sweet tak akaq ? haha ..
i know i amm ehh deq ..
kao takmoo touching ehh deq !
hahahass (:

anw ,,. bbye OLL .


WAVING HAND .`
`` ezranadea !!